(not the people here o_O..others)

I went to the gym 5 days in a row x_@. But Tuesday and Thursday is not with the personal trainer, it's just me doing things to make me tired. Like that machine where I almost ski (or something, it's like running in air xD ). Then I actually run on the treadmill for half hour.
I really hate running continuously XD. Like, REALLY dislike it. It is not too hard. I'm not saying that to sound proud, it's not like that. It's just I could run longer but my knee start to feel funny and it kinda text messages my brain at the 25minute-30minute time; Dear Brain; What the Hell? We have spoken before about running endlessly. Stop or the boy pays. Sincerely, Left Knee.
My personal trainer is amusing as always. Which is good because I am getting very very bored in this city now x_X. I don't know anybody. It's not very good for me, and it's starting to remind me of how I felt in Kyoto. I do know a few people in Kyoto (I went to Kyoto from Tokyo for the record xD ). But Kyoto is so conservative and just so boring too.
So now I'm all screwed up in the head as to where I should go when its over here. I'm giving serious thought to just moving back to Tokyo and find a place there. I was happiest there. I don't care if I must pay like, 130,000yen a month for a tissue box to live in (well..I say this NOW xD ). Or maybe I can do something unthinkeable and respond to a ad or something in Tokyo for someone who need a share mate . ( share mate/ room mates..always potentially scary lol ). I have just come to know that a big change like that needs to happen in my life because as one doctor said, and I already knew it, my environment is killing me. The few people I know in Kyoto, I like very much. But I don't think I can take that city anymore. Most foreigners think Kyoto is looks like such a great place. And it can be that. Its very beautiful, it's clean, it's not as crowded, but it is very quite, very conservative, and very dead for me. But knowing I need to do a big life change (like moving is really big for me) it's scary >>;. I know my room mate I have now will not be happy at all. And he is a good person and everything (but he mailed me that he re-arranged the furniture and I HATE it when people do that >_<. I dunno why, and it's ok because I am not there- but he is stubborn and I know if I want it change back he won't do it lol ).
But anyways, I think Kyoto will make me truly insane. I wouldn't mind being completely insane and hallucinating as long as I saw and lived in a world I really liked, but usually insanity doesn't work that way . (Can't ANYTHING go my way? ).
So it's good that Kai, my personla trainer is comic relief.
Today again I caught him singing but he sang to "Girl's Just Want to Have Fun", stopped himself again and told me " I sound like a total girl! Omigod! And it's with YOU again! Didn't you catch me before singing a really girly song? I don't remember-"

Me: "o_o..I do, you sang It's Raining Men."

Kai " Aww Shit! It WAS you. I don't know why I do that! o_@ I dunno why I know these things! Thank God you're cool and I don't really have to think around you though. I know you don't care. This one lady I train in the morning is always a total bitch. She expects me to turn her stupid treadmill ON and set the speed. I mean why can't she do that herself? I know I'm a personal trainer but dammit! Then there's that guy who I swear is drunk ALL the time and he expects me to be all cheerful, positive training guy. Omigod! It's THAT GUY OVER THERE! See the guy in the green shirt? I bet he's drunk right now! He's always drunk! He smells like whisky! Go pass him, you'll smell it! Oh, and see that guy over there? He was like, my Grad 7 teacher and he's a flaming queen! Seriously! I I try and duck when I see him and hope he doesn't know who I am anymore!.."

I get so much inner gym gossip from him xD. It's like there's this giant story line of the gym going on and now I know who a lot of the characters are. xD. I guess if the opponent can reach his head Kai will be getting hit a lot tomorrow. I tol dhim good luck keeping his teeth.